On the last yellow page

is me
is soul
is courage I never thought I owned
is the past and the future
is a tear stain
is wishing I'd never met you
is love (but not for him)
is sorrow, pity, malice
is a squashed bug
is ink (black)
is everything I always wanted to say but couldn't
is you
is memories
is kisses in deep red lipstick
is blue denim
is sunshine
is a semblance of life