New this*

This is contentment,
here - in your arms - it doesn't fit
intoa category.
The sinking in the pit of your stomach?
Push it away, pretend it isn't there
for now, at least. Don't spoil the moment.
Do we need to do what we do?
This shouldn't be a huge psychological trauma
-Just two people spending too much time together.
I hold on to what I suppose is real
and you are a part of that
However unreal (too wonderful
to be true)
you may turn out to be.