Learning the roller coaster

(before hypomania)
i have all these thoughts
screaming racing through my head
i should share them
(what is a filter for anyway?)

(during hypomania)
i am full of untapped talent
i could have been a writer
if only these people understood my greatness
(people have to study this?)

(after hypomania)
i'll never write or say anything meaningful
no thought will be brilliant
no emotion expressed in a new raw way
thoughts trickle through my brain
moving so slowly they might as well not exist
(what did i mean to say?)