Anxiety

The people always say the same thing

It's not that hard, you just have to try

It's not that bad, you just have to want it

But I do want it

I want it so much it hurts

There's something else stopping me

It is that hard, it is that bad

I try and I try, but I can't seem to move

I'm still standing here, still waiting

Waiting for whatever will release me

I am so tired, so tired of it all

They don't know how it feels

The will never truly understand

My life is not my own, I am not in control