Poems

these are poems that are more me than the world sees, or what i want them to see. this is me... all of me.

Defend Me

You left today Waved goodbye and got on that plane There was nothing I could say After I Love You You left to defend the world From fearsome monsters and dangers untold But you left me here

5 Senses

Taste the Heartache Feel the Hope Smell the Anger See the Glory Hear the Love

A Day On Earth

As the sun wakes and stretches across the horizon The flowers bend to bask in its glow And the birds sing their glory. The trees reach to the sky As the squirels feed their young.

And Soon The Two Shall Become One

Dream me and make me feel Breathe and make my heart beat Close your eyes and I will arise Hold me in your arms As I hold you in my thoughts And soon the two shall become one

Be Mine

There once was a night A night that was dark When I tried with all my might To look into your heart. But you turned me down Like you have always done I can't stand to see you frown

Body and Soul

Hold me close Say you love me See how it shows With you I feel free I want to be in your arms To lie next to you I love you and all your charms Look in my eyes and you’ll see it’s true

Break Time

"Break time' he calls Break time for all Relax and close your eyes Breathe back in your soul For a little while at least Your cubicle disappears During break time you can say

Brent

Do you know what you mean to me? Can you see it in my eyes? If you knew how much I thought of you You'd turn around and hide. But you're here now And that's all I need.

But That Doesn't Mean I Want You

Once or twice a night I might Thik of you a little. Every now and then you cross my mind When I'm lonely. But that doesn't mean I miss you That doesn't mean I want you here.

Butterfly Kisses

Butterfly kisses Sweet and strong Butterfly kisses All night long Keeping me warm In loving arms Keeping me warm Far from harm Soft touches Tender and kind Soft touches

Can You Choose To Believe?

What do you do when you are tired? Tired of the hurt and the tears? What do you do when you can’t see? Can’t see the sun shine through your window?

Carry On

Carry on Though the pain is hard and the heartache deep Carry on Through the grief you feel and the sadness inside Carry on Even though you feel you can't and you know you won’t

Child

Breathe deep Child Think slow Child Don't let the world bring you down Take it easy Child Imagine peace Child Things always get better Suppress your...

Dangerous Is The Way For Love

In the dark of the woods And the silence of the soul Where the demons meet to dance A lost spirit hides in pain Sinking with sorrow in mournfulness Leaping blindly to an end

Darkness

Hope was never as far away as it is now. The darkness closing in empowers the very fabric of my being. Down to the bottom of my soul I can hear sorrow screaming to be set free.

For Ivy

Mommy's little angel And daddy's little girl Forever you will be Though you will grow and change Immortal in our eyes you will remain Little feet and little hands

For Pierce

Every breath you take Will be important Every word you say Will be heard Never let anyone put you down You will grow to be a man With the world at your feet My love, my son

For Vincent

I pray at night that life will treat you right That the pain of this world can not enter your heart And you will grow strong And you will be fierce Through my dreams I send a message

Tonight

Don’t turn around ‘Cause I don’t want to see Your eyes when you look at me. Just let me hold you Stay here in the dark Don’t let the world tear us apart. You’ve been so good to me

I Leap

Mama always says to look before you leap If true love you wish to keep. But thinking now I know it's true All I can think of is you. My heart soars when you are near
Cherry

Sad Girl

Do you recall the sad girl? The sad girl that sat there? The seat in the back? All alone in the back of the class? She's not there now. She's not anywhere. She has drowned in her tears.

Stars

As i look up at the stars Me and myself with the stars I catch a glimps of your face And happiness fills up this space. Your eyes are so kind And it's easy to find Why i love you so.

For Lillyan

When I look at you and think That you might not have been It worries me. When I see you fall And know I can’t catch you It saddens me. When I think of All you’ll have to go through

Zachary

I see you every day I dream of you every night. I try to find some way To get me in your sight. You walk by in your little world I walk by in mine. Do you notice this girl

This Love

I've waited all my life for you. And I know you've been looking for me too. My body comes alive when you're near. Can you feel it when you're here? You speak of love and grace.

Why?

Sometimes life makes me so sad. When nobody listens it makes me want to cry. Sometimes life makes me so mad. When all I want to do is ask the Lord why. I've done all I can

Freedom

Now I'm eighteen, now I'm free Now I can do anything I damn well please. Now I can drink and stay up til three. Now I can curse and act like a tease. Now I can drive fast and avoid trees.

Don't Think

This breath, this beat This fear, this heat. You feel, I see Storng love, for me. Don't go, stay here Smile big, hold dear. Don't think, just act No stories, all fact. You want, me too

Love = Tears

Before everything, I was happy Before everything, I smiled. I loved you And I knew you loved me. But what we had could not go on And it was only a matter of time. Because of my love for you

Dream

Last night I dreamt That the sun was shining brightly. And the flowers were all beautiful And you were here with me. And in that dream I saw That your eyes shone with love.

Insanity

Funny how something so simple Can be so complex. Strange how a heartbeat Can seem so scary. But here I am with you And I'm scared as I can be. I've never been short on words

Never Slip Away

When the pain becomes too much And the searching goes too deep I slip away When the thought of losing you kills me And I can't stop crying I slip away I go to a place in the distance

I Don't Want To Be Controlled

In a world as crazy as this one, It's a wonder people are still sane. When things get confused, and hearts are jumbled, The fragility of life can no longer be explained.

What Happens

What happens if you die Will I get a get a call saying you are gone Do I break down and cry on the stairs Will I try to fight it away Will false feelings fall through my hands

My Evil

I’ve been hurt before And I’ve known love I’ve been alone And I’ve been sad After all the times I’ve been broken And all the times I’ve cried

My Broken Breath

So what happens now? Which way do I turn? One road leads me to you. But the other one leaves me alone. Neither choice is good. For while one has my heart whole It leaves my soul to die.

What Is Love

What is love, but an everlasting ache For an unreachable heart? Oh why must I have been cursed With eyes that admire Only his; Lips that want no other sweet salt But his;

Run Away With My Smashed Heart

Why is it that sometimes my heart is pulled from me? Without my consent, my happiness is drowned and my hope smashed.

Remember When

Bring to attention Skin so soft and warm Don't forget to mention The love that was born Call to mind The tender caress of a hand Search to find Feelings slipping through sand

You'll Be Sorry

Do you remember when you said you loved me And then turned away and lied I remember when you said you cared Then ignored me when I needed you most With all the times you’ve made me cry

I Guess You've Done Your Job

You are just what I wanted, and exactly what I said I would never desire. Everything I always feared is right there in your eyes.

Trapped Inside

I’m trapped inside The darkness closing around me I’m drowning in a sea of emptiness This is as lonely as I can be As the black world surrounds me I wonder Where will I go from here

Swallow My Pride

Swallow my pride Hide my say behind a smile Wear a mask to make you happy Never tell you how I feel Keep quiet about what I know Remind myself that I’ve said it before

On This Path

Who am I beneath this hollow shell? What is there inside me? Where am I going to on this path? Will I ever get there? Where the wind blows I will never know But as the sun shines I will learn

My Sister, My Friend

True, sometimes I can be so strange And yes I've been a pain But look back on all the fun we've had And like me, you will be glad Through all the vaves in this family sea

If Say'st

If say’st My Lord, that thou lov’st me, mine heart have no longer need to reside in mine chest. If say’st My Lord, that thou need’st me, mine life have no longer need to belong to me.

You Hurt Me Bad

I don't know how And I don't know why But you won't leave my mind There's something about you I just can't ignore Though it's been so long sense we've been together

When I Dream

How can a night so lonely be perfect How can I be so happy when my bed is cold Because I dream of you, and that I can do no matter what you feel

What Does It Mean?

When I smile, the sun shines When I frown, it rains. When I cry you’re there to hold me When I am frightened you comfort me. But now there is a storm brewing

Fantasy Gone

Eyes sleep Mind dreams Heart beats Breath slows Memory wanders Ageless days Blessings sweet Love dear Romance lost Dreams remember Never forget Sweet bliss Wake softly

People Might Not Be Wrong

People say I look too often People say I stare too long People say I think about it People might not be wrong

Forget All About This World of Sin

Once we were sinners This I understand And we all fall short Of the glory of Him But the ones that say yes The ones that believe Why do we suffer Why do we bleed There must be something

The Ocean, The Wind

Have you ever sat and watched the ocean How it rolls and tumbles the beauty of such simplicity moves me Something so small as movement can make a difference

Hold Me Close

Hold me close And don't let me cry Take my hand And don't let me fall Things are hard And I'm scared Take care of me And shelter me from the dark I can't shake this feeling

Please Please Please Forgive Me

Please please please forgive me I don't know how to handle this Things got out of hand Please please please forgive me Please please please forgive me Things don't make sense

So The Pen Doesn't Work

So the pen doesn’t work Cry me a river So the pen doesn’t work Does it look like I care So the pen doesn’t work That’s not my problem Don’t come talking to me about your problems

My World

Call me soft, call me weak, call me whatever you please I don't mind, I don't care, that doesn't bother me Take my laughter, take my sunshine, do the best you can

Do As Angels Do

Can you be so cruel? Can you be so heartless? Can you be so unlovable? Try to do as angels do Can you not feel? Can you not believe? Can yoou not trust? Try to do as angels do

Run Headfirst Into The Fray

To follow the same path Day by day To hear the same song Deep in your mind To have the same despair Hidden in your soul Sing a new day Run so far away Change the beat of your heart

What Is True

If you could see into my mind If you could read my thoughts Would you still hang around? If you knew what I wanted If you knew what I felt Would you say it's ok? Are my feelings too strong

Serenity

See the rain, how it shines See the dawn, how it shimmers Hear the trees sing the melody, of life and of love Feel the harmony of the universe As the happiness in animals grow

Heartbeat Heartbreak

Closing in one by one Dark shapes in the atmosphere Leaving the soul cold and alone As the spirit shrivels and runs Count carefully the last breaths As sorrow flows in Keep the passion alive

A Mirage

Skin so soft, eyes so warm Voice sincere, manner kind With the face of an angel And the spirit of a child You are everything and more That a girl...

Shimmering Lights

Shimmering lights on glass That is all we are Just bursts of pretty things We dance around and make you smile And then die when the day is done There...

Sea of Dreams

Lost In a sea of strange dreams Within a sky that stretches forever This world tumbles down Down Faces of memory Scenes of fantasy Two cannot live as...

Hold My Hand

Hold my hand The darkness is overwhellming I need the comfort of your skin In this world of danger and pain There is so much to lose We are all we...
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Stand Strong

Sit silently as the world revolves Groan sadly at how we've evolved Wonder how time will go Question why some things are so Hide in your room and...
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One

There was a time I thought That I could never live without you And there was a time I thought That you were the one for me But now I know the truth...
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Begin Anew

Moping along through the days Dredging along with my emotions There is nothing worse than this feeling My mind and my eyes are in conflict Caution...
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I Will See You In My Dreams

I will see you in my dreams Though you are not here I will feel you when I sleep Even as your body lies cold You will be in my thoughts And there you...

When All is Said and Done

When all is said and done And you look back on your time I hope the memories remind you of the fun That you had way back in your prime After the...

The Mask

In the heat of darkness In the silence of thought Many things come to mind The memory of what was lost The heartache of what is left Between the past...

While The Sun Is Rising

Sometimes the feelings burn And sometimes they freeze The emotions wither away Before they bloom Hate becomes love Love becomes hate Twisting and...

Monsters

Pain in my chest Cutting so deep Ache in my heart When will I sleep So many feelings travel through my mind Looking for happiness they never can find...

Anxiety

The people always say the same thing It's not that hard, you just have to try It's not that bad, you just have to want it But I do want it I want it...

Fake

May death carry me away Let the hurt go with the rain I have finished what I had to say There is a time to end all this pain Aching forever is no way...

Remain

I weep for what was lost Will never return I yearn for what I dream Will never be real I seek for my redemption Will never be saved I fear for peace...

Unrequited

I gave you my all Every part of me But you didn't notice I tortured myself in your presence Burned inside from the pain But you were oblivious I...

Heart

I never sing But I performed on stage tonight I never dance But I twirled around the floor tonight I never flirt But I made him smile tonight I never...

Plan

Kiss me and call me baby I've been thinking of you lately Smile and hold my hand I know this was all unplanned

Deep Dark Hole

Deep dark Hole, I'm coming for you Gonna spend some time in the cold I have fought you for so long But I am tired now You can wrap me in black I will...
Cherry

Shift

Drifting through space Heart resting in hands Shards of glass embedded deep A soul so broken A mind lost Hope there's enough left Riding the wave of...

Deep Dark Hole

Deep dark Hole, I'm coming for you Gonna spend some time in the cold I have fought you for so long But I am tired now You can wrap me in black I will...

I Know Love

I know what love is The sweet heaat of a longing look I have fallen into it The volcano of fiery kisses I hve felt the embrace of love The choking...