Q: Avoid

I let him kiss my neck, he slurped a little but I let it
slide.

In an attempt to undress me or, in actual fact, more
of a signpost for his sexual desire than a genuine
attempt to achieve my nudity, he slid his hands
from my collarbone outwards over my shoulders,
stretching my top and making my bra uncomfy.

So I took my clothes off and he took his
clothes off and away we went, humping.

Now this is all very well, very well, this humping,
but what happens when you don't love your own body?
How can you respect someone, a man, this boy,
who touches your leg and shivers because it's all too much?