Cheaters point of view

The next day she woke up.
Thought about the night before and suddenly it came rushing back to
her.
She wanted it to be a nightmare.
She went to that party and made out with that guy and a little
more.
What made her do it? She hadnt had anything to drink but even though
she did it and she had a boyfriend.

She had never ever cheated on a guy and now it happened. What made her
do it? She had nightmares about it.

Now she knew that even though the cheater was known as the "bad person"
it wasnt entirely true if you didnt intend to do it.
All the time people seem to think how the person who was cheated on
felt.
What about her?
She couldnt tell her long time boyfriend. She loved him and she knew if
she told him he would break up with her.

She felt like an idiot and couldnt believe what she had done.
It seemed fine when she had done it.
She hated herself.
Could she keep the secret for ever?

Se felt like a hurtful person, she had broken his trust and did this
behind his back.
She wanted to cry and wished it was all just an illusion.
She wanst this kind of person.
She was always true.
What would people say if they found out?

She didnt know anything but couldnt stop thinking of the night
before.
Why?
She had no answers, there was no excuse she had done it and there was
nothing that she could do.

She got out of bed,picked up the phone and dialled her boyfriends
number.
He picked up and said hello.
She just stood there holding the phone feeling the tears hating herself
that she could do something like this.
All she could say was one thing... the one thing that was entirely
true.
I love you.