Empty road

I am standing on a road. Its raining. I can feel the cold drops on
my face. The road goes straight till the eye can see.
I liked this road.
I hate it now.
A streak of lightning thunders behind me. Its been so long but I still
come here. With nothing but emptiness, its as if the sun has never
shined here. The day I was smiling, the sun was not shining then. The
accident happened. I was never the same again. It scarred me for life.
I lost my friend.
They say its not my fault but I seem to blame myself. The truck came
out of no where.

Small weeds and dying bushes, like a dessert surround me,I can feel a
tear slide down my face. The memory is still fresh and I cannot forget.
Its all my fault.
Another loud thunder roars.I gasp taken out of a trance.
I cant carry on... the pain is too much.
I place the barrel to my head.
Emptiness...