Cycle of love </3 -Part 1-

Hmmm... How could I begin this story which does nothing but cause me pain when-ever I think about it. My heart has been left with gaps cut deep into it, which he (sigh) left me with, he left me alone to suffer and bleed. He simply just walked away…taking with him a part of me
It all began as any other normal day in my not so exciting life. Well my Name is Crystal I live in a small town in Texas. Personally, I think my parents actually picked this town to keep our family isolated from big cities. Well it was turning out to be a normal Saturday at my house. My annoying little 8-year-old sister was bugging my mom about letting her go to her friends’ sisters Fifteenth Birthday Bash. I was just vacantly sitting on the couch half asleep listening to my ipod. So I took a nap. When I woke up it was about 5:30pm I had been asleep for about 2 hours. My mom started calling me, so I drowsily stumbled to the kitchen. *Aaaaaaaaahmm* I came yawning into the kitchen my mom told me to start getting ready, she was going to make me go to the party with my little sister and watch over her. So I grabbed a small bowl of cereal and went into my room. So I started rummaging through my closet. I took out a pair of some dark blue skinny jeans which had cute little designs along the leg of them. So I picked a small spaghetti strap shirt which was navy blue with some small green floral stitches along it. I ironed my clothes then started to fight with the tangled mess I call my hair. I started to curl my hair one-by-one I curled strands of my dark hair. I was finally ready and it was already 8:30. We started our drive into the bigger city; I was sitting in the back-seat of our car fumbling with my cell phone playing a game. Finally we reached the hall where the party was being held I could see people walking in. My lil sis practically was bouncing off the seat. When we were getting off my mom gave me the whole “Stranger danger” talk as always. As soon as we walk in my sister vanished so I just started to look around to see if there was a table open. All of a sudden two of my friends from 8th grade were standing in front of me. So we started talking and they took me to a back table they were sitting at. So we went and danced for a little bit then we took a break. So my friend Vanessa stated walking towards the front door and we followed her, she had said a friend of hers was coming. So I was just tagging along I had nothing better to do. Then that’s when I saw him….he was dressed in a tight black shirt with black pants and fancy shoes. He smiled and started to walk towards us, my heart started to beat faster and faster I thought I would explode. He was so amazing to me he had a light wave to his hair. Plump lips, and a dazzling smile. His big brown eyes which, were hidden behind his glasses. He had a nice body and a deep voice.
We started talking my friends decided to take his phone into the bathroom and left us alone…we started talking. He was so funny I couldn’t help but giggle to his silly jokes. So we decided to go back and sit down at the table when my friends returned out of the restroom. So I sat next to the wall facing the dance floor amazingly enough he sat next to me…facing me. So I turned my chair to face him I was drinking my glass of water. We started to get to know each other more then I dropped my water …on him. My entire face turned red, then I started apologizing to him. I cannot explain how dumb I felt at that moment. He played it cool. He chuckled and told me that it was ok and that I shouldn’t worry. So my face cooled down a little bit. I was still apologizing 10 minutes later he kept telling me that it was ok. So we kept talking then he asked me to dance. (sigh) He had two left feet, it was so adorable. Then I started playing with a ring he had on his finger then out of nowhere he took it off and let me wear it hmmm it was kind of big and kept slipping off of my finger. We went back to the table and talked some more then he asked me for my phone number…so I gave it to him. A while after that he had to go so I gave him a hug and said goodbye.
That day I was so innocent and had no idea what I was getting into, (sigh) everything was much more simple when we were getting to know each other. There was no pain no tears, no gaps of empty space within me…I was truly and solemnly happy.