Rise again

Timeless shadows stimulate my mind
and emotions bind my heart
as conversations unwind
and slowly tear me apart...

All that I was , am , is in my past
Will loneliness fade or rearrange my life?
I ask...

All that I will be,
fills my thoughts...

And Fear, my ever present friend,

lurks..

in the shadows,
in the past,
Here;
Now;
He gazes at my future,
smiling , ready , waiting...

haunting...

A tear falls from my weeping heart
An angel talks in the night as we part..

Waiting for you , I hear the call
A silent scream of a lost soul...

Do you hear me now?
as I slip and fall... ?

Someday soon I will rise again,
A new me, in search of a friend,
A seamless soul,
Timeless and hollow in my shell
Stumbling across an unbridled fate to hell..

Falling , crawling , dreaming of tomorrow....
I fall and sacrifice
a carefree song for a tempting soulmate...

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