dear ____ - 3

Dear _____ ,

It has been a while, I thought you dear reader, deserved some context to how long it has been, as i assume you are reading these all at once, I wish I could be more specific but I honestly can't decipher the minutes from the hours anymore, maybe a sense of how much time has passed will help tell whatever story I am trying to get out here. However, I think that while there is definatly an intermission in time between entries, not much has changed. I am still seen to have a negative, exasperating view on the world and human kind. Only, this outlook is seen by the insecure and very easily offended and possibly a tad delusional, a large population now. This is not intended as an insult even though most would project prejudice regardless, the very second they feel threatened, especially by this statement.

Yes, how arrogent of me, assuming we are all easily offended and defensive, but it is what I have observed a lot over my life time, as short as it may be. And yes I do include myself in that statement, if you, my dear reader, were about to get fustrated or panicked by the crippling accuracy of my declaration. I would be the same, no doubt, no one jumps at the chance to be accused of being part of someone's statement, to be envisaged as a fragment in the collective group of humanity, no of course not.

We all want to be different. We all need to be.

I have found that people do not in fact like questions, suprising really, we seem to give the illusion that we welcome it in our society. 

. I question a lot.

 I am the devil's advocate if you will. I like to try and see the other side of things, even if the idea in its entirety is abusrd, I have found that this is definitely not liked by many, instead it is seen as rude and grudgeful. Again, I am sorry in advance for the following statement, as I am quite confident that many do not like 'opinion as fact' unless it works in their favour: 

We don't like opinions.

 Again, unless it works in our favour. So with this is mind, think about what I have previously said, we hate being placed into catagories or thought of as one, we all strive to be different and we even speak out to encourage it; but when an anomaly comes along, a lone ranger of an opinion, it get's shot down or sent to the corner to think about what is wrong with its self, until it returns to the table with the rest of us accompanied by a new attitude or some kind of insentive for us to go re-think ourselves, so one way or another we all end up around one big table by force and peer pressure or we end up divided into a large room of tables, each waiting for others to join so that finally when they go to that office party and speak with colleagues they are viewed as a likable person with a sensible brain and good morales, but no one will ever mention that it is becuase you are sitting at the 'right' table, because we are all encourgaged to be different, right? And this is all because you are at the largest table. But remember, you can't be at a smaller table or on your own, so help you god if you are. So, how are we ment to live successfully, happily even, in this never ending paradox of politics, opinions and obnoxious anger? 

 I hope you dear reader, have picked a table that works in your favour. Lucky for you if you have. 

Unfortunately for me, I still need to pick a damn table.