Reminders

I've tried to see light on every dark situation in my life, but I haven't always been successful. Actually, I've hardly ever been successful. I've always made myself feel worse when it comes to you. Everything that you did to me, I blamed myself. I blamed myself for your mistakes, and took it out on myself on many occasions. You are the reason for every deliberate scar on my body, something that forever haunts me, because it is embedded into my skin.
You’re a constant reminder that my past hasn’t been happy, and come to think of it, my present hasn’t either thanks to you. Are you going to ruin my future as well? Or are you finally going to let me move on and be happy?
Next time you want to go on and leave, I should just let you go on and do it, because it’s not doing me any good trying to hold onto you when you just want me to let you go, so you can leave. I know you want to leave me, as much as you deny it, it’s true.