another broken heart

Journal entry Wednesday, December 16, 2008. time 7:45 pm (i have changed the names of the people in here)

I just broke another guys heart in less than 2 months. Jace Lark was the first and he was my date to the homecoming dance and I found out he liked me and I like him but then I got a crush on Wyate Slee. And yesterday I wrote Kuro Del a note that told him why I could not like him. I just happened that he was my date to the Christmas dance. But when I got to orchestra today I found a note from him in which he explained how very much he likes me. He said he would do anything I asked no matter how small or demining or how stupid it made him look. That every time he hears the host club theme song he thinks of me and how he had dressed up as Tamaki at the Ouran Ball for the Christmas dance. He said he was sorry that he had moved to fast. Just knowing how much he truly likes me and knowing he may have cried when he red my letter makes my heart burst. I truly broke his heart. I stll want to be friends with him but I don’t want it to be an awkward friendship. The note also said that he was glad he met me on the music trip and that he came down to social cove at lunch so he could get to know me better. He also said that when ever he had a bad day all he had to do was see me and it would be all better. And right now all I can do is cry. How could I do that to him? I don’t know what I would do with out him.

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