lies

I am living a lie i cant keep up,
trying to hide from my truth,
deep within me beating softly,
lost within the dark,
let the shadows sheild me in my wake,
hide my friends and family from my decit,
i cant keep running, i cant keep hiding,
life will carry on going even if i try to escape,
hidden in the bowls of hell,
i cant keep living this lie no longer,
dreaming of freedom,
dreaming of a way out,
 locked in this nightmare,
i can no longer fight.