8. This Is Me

By lyssagurl_l0l

Sat, 23 Oct 2010
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I smile and laugh along with friends
When really, i just want to cry
My friends laugh along with me
And I only seem ecstatic
This Is Me
When I get home, we yell and scream
I run to my room and cry
I fight the temptation to hurt myself
As i do not want to lose any more
This Is Me
At night I lie awake
Terrified of losing the little I have
In the morning, i cover my dreary eyes
And put on a new smile
This Is Me
I think about my blood pain and death
Wanting the knife to cause these
I do not fear, but accept death
And I shall, yearning for soon, become it

Certificate U
Poem
CAS AND CSH
Drama

Comments

Submitted by skinner_jennifer on
Hello lyssagurl_101, This is a strong dramatic piece. So sad to be feeling so hopeless, reading about wanting to die. So much saddness in your words. I hope it's just a poem. Jenny.

 

Submitted by lyssagurl_l0l on
its just a poem now, when i wrote it, though, i was serious. thank you for the comment jenny!! :D ~:)alyssa(:~

~:)alyssa(:~