Dying Alone

I have nothing in my life
Would anybody notice if I died?
Would I make noise if I fell to the floor
Since there is nobody around to hear it?

When will I die?
And how?
Will I die alone?

This is a choice I must make
Do I want to be alone?
Is there any point in finding someone and having children?
Questions I must answer for myself

Please help me
Because I'm usually a happy person
And now I'm getting sad and miserable

I love the pleasure of being with someone
And yes, I am afraid of living and dying alone
But I never ran away from my fears
I prefer to confornt them
I may die alone silently in the end