From a Building

Perched on the rail

Seperating me from sky

...And the ground.

The concrete looks so inviting from here,

Maybe I should get a little closer?

You only live once

So die gloriously.

Go out with a BANG!

Or a SPLAT! Anyway.

I hate my life

I hate being alive in general

I don't want to be here anymore

And I am not changing my mind halfway down.

My heart hurts

My mind is on the decline again

I can't take it

Make the pain go away.

So many tears

So.

Many.

Tears.

I want it to stop

I want to cry less

I want to be happy

I want to be me again.