Dying

Dying

I'm dying

Levels of suicidality rising

Like a tide

But this time

It's overwhelming me

The allure of death swallowing me

I'm choking on pain

Tears and pride

The lie of "I'm fine"

It hurts

I hurt

I'm tired of living

Of lying to everyone

Because in reality

I'm still crazy

Insane

All the names

They say I am.