If only i could hate you like you want me to

i'm not blind
i see what you do
every step that you make
in this bitter dispute
in every part of me
you've already left you're mark
and now,closer...closer
your breaking my heart
in truth its already happened
but the pieces are shattering more
i'm being left with nothing
empty at the core
i didn't mean to feel this
it happened way too fast
i thought it could just be infatuation
that it couldn't possibly last
but its deeper than you're features
the beauty in you're eye
still you continue to crush me
over some non-existant lie