Rude girrrl! Free?

"Loveliness lips kiss slippery thrills"
- I texted him the next day
"was difficult for me yester"
I said
"Love and loveliness"
"****" (my name)
I said

Big Black
Soft
lips
Mine ? in the middle
Big Black
Solid
manhood
Him in the middle of me

Silky soft shiny skin
curls left on my pillow
stuck to the bath tub
Relics of him -
washed away

"it's not like I sit around waiting for you to turn up every 6 months like a nun"
I texted
to her
Thinking is was to him
I have other lovers
But
None
the
Less

"Your cat gives me asthma attacks"
"Come to my mothers
She's away this weekend"
"I can't make any promises
When I'll see you next"

"Felt all in ur control"
I text
"& that's not 'me'"

(I had space
Instead
Just in case
of another.
(Another let down
another disappointment.)
(At least he is real with me
Honest -
But I want more
Than 6 monthly cock
From him?)

I kissed his cock
in a squat

Rude girrrrrl!

He's always pleased to see me
Treats me well
Notices
My trainers
Asks
about my life
"You been looking after yourself?"
"You eating properly?"
I was
Until I saw him
ponytailed curls
on his way
Busy.
Too busy to sweep me up
again

I was tired
Heavily laden
Pleased I knew I looked good
Puffed out
He sucked
His inhaler
I poked
his belly.

I walked out of ASDA
empty handed
buttered bread
and bread
and bread

I told myself to give up on him
And then I gave up and gave in

"Friends"
He said to a passing
friend

Naked firework friends
Baths and baby oil
Friends
Spread my flesh
Friend

Touch me deep inside
with your rudeness
Come and find me
Come and get me
Quick!

My sexy sometime lover
Take me before another
does
Peel my clothes,
Lick my nipple.
nibble
my ear
Ohh dear, oh dear
Hold me near
to you
Tell me what you will do
to me
Fill me
Full of hope
Without promises
and let me go again

Free?