Lord! I beg apology

Lord! I beg apology

P K Routray

Once I got angry with the Lord

for doing things on His own accord

against my will and ways to happiness

instead it puts me in anguish and distress

Some rot in wants, some float in opulence by His process

To all, forever a “ Be Happy situation’ He does never bless.

I revolted when somebody from within asked me

“ The sun, the air, the water and the earth around me to see”.

I argued out to silence it that those are common for all

But in his creation why is He partial making big and small?

To a section of his creation It gives frustration of inequality

where as all we are His creatures and have right to equality..

Some body within me peeped and asked me be to a judge

accounting his deeds to thank and misdeeds to grudge

In silence from the memory lane I jotted down the incidents

and also their after effect as well the feel of the moments

Many moments’ joy and sorrow changed their inter se position

when I look at this fag end of life I can see its effect in long run.

Accounting each happenings with its effect on my life

bow I to the Lord who alone stood by me in joy and strife.

Hey Lord! I beg apology for my such naïve accusation

Your deeds are much beyond my earthly contemplation.