Lonely Pain

No one hears my silent cries,
That are pounding in my heart,
For you day and night,
Wishing I understood what's it all about.

How can any one understand what it would mean,
Or the pain I feel not having you with me,
In my life, not been able to hold your hand,
Or Kiss you good night, or watch you play while
You do an handstand.

Somethings are not meant to be, this I know,all though I wish this was not so, because,You were one of those that never blessed my path,So another day passes and I am yet again left with A sad, dark, void in my life without you.

Even though the joy of being a mother,
Was not given to me, I am glad that others,
Enjoy the precious moments a child brings,
This is not easy to bare, and i will forever be locked in a world that's lonely and unfair.