Like a Rat Trapped

I don't see a way out of this dreary weary route,
No obvious signs of escape,at first it looked a safe,loving kind of place,
But has time went by nothing really changed, the warmth never wilted, yet my desire to move on magnified for me.

Iv asked my self so many times before,
How did you get here,so alone and unhappy,
I just wanted a change of direction and place to rest my head, not a lot to ask for really, my inner voice said.

But time had come to make a change and start to be happy once again, I knew it couldn't be easy, nothing ever is but, if stayed i knew i suffocate within.

So when one day,I found away,I took a deep breath and walked out of the place I always called home. I turned has I walked the lonely way and felt a chilly breeze pass me by, But I thought ....at last I'm on my way!!!