Why do I care

I'm happy that Nori got her mother back and also has a father figure in her life. In a way, she got her Christmas present. I know that according to Geneva and the rest of her family and friends I'm supposed to be sad about Nori leaving but I'm not. Feeling this way doesn't make me a bad person it just means that I'm the only one who wants what's best for her. Why don't they get that? Just because I'm not sad doesn't mean I didn't love her any less, if not more. Some people are really selfish and I think that Geneva and her family fit the profile. i honestly feel used by Geneva and her family for six or months. In that time, I took them everywhere they wanted to go and now that I don't have a car and refuse to get one they have no use for me. A part of me feels stupid because I saw the signs but ignored them. There's another part of me that feels like I deserved it because I knew better. Now the issue with my family is going to be a lot harder harder to fix because they feel like I abandoned them. So what am I going to do about it? Move on with my life. Find some positive people to be around. Write more and take some risks with my writing. I know that I can get a handle on my life. I'm a good person, loving, helpful,and determined. There are so many other good qualities that I posess so why doubt all of those qualities because of one person?