XMAS EVE MEMORIES.

XMAS EVE MEMORIES.
sneak.

As lonely as tomorrow,
I'm mindful of deceit.
The sister of insanity -
stumbles at my feet.
Stepping over needles -
beneath a Xmas tree.
High on medication.
So high she couldn't see.
Cheap decorated windows -
reflecting dull street light.
The cob-webs on the ceiling -
take a midnight flight.
Shadows lurk unwanted.
Addiction gently sighs.
Xmas eve and memories.
Yesterdays goodbyes.
The odour of tomorrow -
rising from the dead.
She whispers 'Merry Xmas'
before falling into bed.
Falling now forever.
Forever fall-apart.
Condensation kisses -
shatter my glass heart.
Fatally distracted.
Unanswered mobile phone.
Addicted to remembrance.
My forever all alone.

sneak