psalms 1

forgive me Lord,

do not relentlessly search to kill every little bit of evil in me

for if you do,

what need have I for Christ?

 

forgive me my iniquities,

my cruelty,

my harsh indifference to the judgment of society,

my love for you

has become Satanic,

hating mankind as an imperfect creation.

 

I don't know

how all this hate has entered into me,

they accuse me of such sins I've ne'er committed,

destroy my reputation for being merely cold

and yet they complain about me

anyway I am,

something me in inspires hatred

like Odysseus

and yet

I am more like Achilles.

 

I've grown sick of the rumors of society

false accusations from mouths that are drunk,

being called a womanizer for small flirtations,

and yet,

they do not see themselves as racists.

I suppose their superior stance

should bother me, but it doesn't.

 

I seek refuge in solitude,

being near your heart of forgiveness,

i find politics to be heartbreaking,

i find everything useless.

 

they attack me for being a neocon

and yet neocons support abortion, homsexuality

and multiculturalism

we're really the most liberal of the conservatives.

they don't even know

what a necon is

and accuse of killing Christians?

 

The liberals have lost God

and along with God

their sanity.

 

Christ is the cornerstone

of my mind,

he holds

every part of the mind together.