Are you my punishment?

Are you my punishment?
Nice to meet you
I don't mind the pain in my arms
But I'm trying to cut down
So would you mind just tearing at my heartstrings instead?
I recommend really hurting me like that
Let my mind wander
I can do the rest myself

Can I get you anything?
I'll do anything you want while you're here
I'll do anything for you

Of course
Sorry, I can't believe I forgot
You're here to punish me
Better not get too close
Wouldn't want me to start enjoying your company

So what is it you do?
Oh, the usual
No, it's OK
No please don't worry, it will still hurt
After all this time
After all the others
I'm still not used to it
I know I should be
But it still hurts
Oh well
I bet this will be the one that doesn't end
I bet this will be the one that kills me
Oh well
it was nice knowing you
I'm glad I had the chance to include you in my life
Of course I wish it had turned out differently
But that's OK
I'll get used to it some day
Bye then
See you next time.