I been a fool for loving you

i did everything for you 

and i was thinking you love me 

you were all my dreams

but just of late

when you walk into the room

it seems  you dont see me 

no more giving me a hug when you come home

i am sitting in the garden 

and it comes to me 

i don't think you  ever love me 

oh my heart 

feels shatter to the cord

why 

it is a late summer afternoon 

and you just look at me 

and i know 

yes i know 

you don't have to say 

but i take a deep breath 

and ask the question i been 

scare to ask 

i ask softy with tears coming down my face 

do you love me

you shake your head

and gently walk away 

and sit on the sofa 

by the window

i drop to the floor

right now i feel like a fool for loving you 

you sit there lost 

you take a deep breath

and  you say I am sorry 

and i said  

i been a fool for loving you

i feel like the ground could swallow me up 

i go and sit in the garden 

and i wrap my arms around me 

you try to come close  i say leave

i been a fool for loving you