Forgotten Faults

So many faults forgotten,
or ignored.
doesnt stop me looking,
or still wanting.

knowing what you thought,
or what you think
how you felt
or what your feeling

Not stopping me desiring
or is it craving
didnt stop me needing
or am i just wrong

i dont really want you
or need you at all
i wont have you
or try to find you

[as to Explaining how i felt
or feel
its not for you
or me]

I will never have you again
or want you
he is your only light
and only he can light your way