A Love Story

Before I close my eyes I always wish that tomorrow would be a day so beautiful it is a perfect love story. It is useless to pray as my decisions and ambitions lies on my hands, God can only tell as to whom I meet or whatever happens...
I always say goodbye to the night because I always know that tomorrow is another day.

Yet sometimes, it isn't. Sometimes it's always the same. Nothing new.
Nothing horribly new, nothing for me to live up for. Just the same sadness, the same loneliness, lowliness, the same day. The same damn day that brings me alive.

Tonight, I sleep...as tomorrow I wake, eat breakfast, go to my high school, go home, talk with friends, write, read, study, then sleep again. The daily circulation of my lonely life.

I have loved. I have always loved. I have loved many women, but they can't love me back. I've been always here for them, but they can't seem to notice me...I am the Invisible Man in real life...

So, what is left in life in me? What's more for there to see, when right now, i've seen too much?

Ah! I think, maybe i was destined to be like this. maybe it would be better if I am like this.
To be left out, to be alone forever...

I live my life in Solitude, Melancholy, Sadness and Loneliness. If i love someone, she would not love me back.

Why is my life like this?
Have I done so many mistakes, I am not a man of vanity...

I guess, it's better if i write nothing but...
a love story.