The feelings

I'd like to scream and shout,
Let everything all out,
The silence in my heart kills,
No thump thumping or thrills,
I wish to be me again,
With no troublesome women,
To drag me to the ground,
And leave me so down,
Allow me to be me,
Wild and free,
To reach out to others,
To create a melody,
But this nightmare I live,
has nothing to give,
Let it out,
Scream and shout,
Drive me back into the light,
So I can be me, with a smile so bright,
My music attempts to guide me to a happier place,
My anime sets time a pace,
Reading manga all day long,
Soon there will be nothing to go wrong,
The world I live in is so cold
I used to be someone bright and bold,
I need someone there to guide me through the darkest hour,
So I can be me, with so much more power,
I don't need one person, i need you all by my side,
You are who I treasure most,
So understand I need you,
And for ever and always will do,
The feelings of being alone,
Are heavier than any stone,
My heart has been dragging on the ground,
Hoping and ready to be lifted and found,
Be careful with my heart,
So raw and Bruised
Shall we try to make it flutter and all brand new,
Together we can make me, me again.