Self-confrontation!!!

I have lots of things to do and I don’t know where to start. Sometimes I think I don’t have to do all the school stuff. There are moments when I feel like the things I do are useless. Take the study of Asian Civilization as a good example. No offense but I really don’t think memorizing chinese and japanese names will contribute to the improvement of my personality. It seems like a waste of time. BUT NO NO NO!!! I MUST STOP THINKING LIKE THIS. I MUST CHANGE MY PERSPECTIVES. I’M SO BLESSED TO HAVE BEEN GIVEN THE CHANCE TO STUDY! I need to finish minor subjects for me to go to the next level. So I just have to accept the reality of it. I have to study. I have to will myself to study and just pray for the best. I have to study because many people are counting on me. NO! I CAN’T LET THEM DOWN! I can’t let them down, for the love of God, for the love of my family, for the love of nursing, for the love of my country and of my fellowmen. –sniffs-