Lost inside

Inside I feel the unease,
So I translate it to the things that mean the most.
It causes doubt in the greater truths
and makes way for a life of fear.
But it's clear.

When I feel her close she gives me signs of love.
Then the next day runs to a place where she is happy.

This is where I fail to exist.
So I resist the emotion until it boils inside.
Then I try to run away, but I cant get away.
As she comes back and says she misses me and wants me close.
So my truth becomes distorted by her unease.
As I love her but love should set us free.

I'm trying to be strong for her, when she is sad.
I can support her without expectation.
Though it hurt's to be close to her heart.
As it's beautifully close to mine.

I know we all go to the same place,
I would like to walk with her.
On a soft sandy beach, with winds that are true,
The moon is facing us, there is nothing we can do.
Except erase our fantasy and see what is true.
This love I have, is eternal because its lost in you.