Lost

Lost in my emotions,
A child still at heart,
Uncontrollable feelings,
Since we were torn apart.

Arms that now hang vacant,
The breeze of shadows past,
My hollow body aching,
How long will this last?

The silent scream of agony,
Hysteria pushing through,
Deep inside my recess,
Thoughts I can’t construe.

The painful words of needing,
Of the body mind and soul,
The ghost of my own Mother,
And the love I can’t control.

The sickness of my passion,
The grief of my despair,
All the time I want you,
But you never will be there.

Reaching out for comfort,
Yet space is all around,
Lost forever too me.
No word and not a sound.