Average Mentality

I'm so happy.
My every action is done ecstatically. 
Floating on a cloud of euphoria, 
My stomach is going to burst with hysteria,
I am completely invincible,
No one can tear me down from this pedestal.
 
I've turned so angry.
My every thought infuriates me. 
The words flowing from my mouth are acidic,
My stomach is twisting with blind hatred. 
Even though I try controlling the growing discontent,
My voice strikes out without my consent. 
 
I've fallen into despair,
My every feeling is a tormenting nightmare.
Overcome with guilt and powerlessness,
My stomach is clenching with persistent hopelessness. 
I never meant to be so cruel,
My brain just insists on being appallingly brutal.
 
Now I'm just tired,
Energy fades when emotions become so erratic.
When you can't control anything you're feeling
Every aspect of the world becomes exhausting.
But for now, I will go to bed, 
Preparing for tomorrows roller coaster, which is located in my head.