i looked to heaven now

i looked to heaven now
i looked to heaven now, the world burning in hell,
dreaming in another mind, hoping the sky clears,
i looked to heaven now praying to a lost god i didnt know,
watching the land engulfed in fire,
i looked to heaven now,
in desperation and in need,
watching the home i once lived fade in this dream,
these sour notes sing and my tears fall,
i looked to heaven as it changes,
no longer a beauty, no longer a paradice,
but poisoned like the rest,
i looked to heaven now,
darker than my home before, 
hell has taken all, and the sea boils as lava flows,
demons run the world i longed to escape,
i no longer look to heaven now,
lost in my own nightmare, heaven cannot help me now,
the air as toxic as the lies of heaven bring,
i no longer look to heaven, no longer do i trust my mind, no longer shall i follow the lies nor trust my eyes