A. Lone

Interesting. One better understands your self-description summary at the beginning. They say laugh and the world laughs with you, cry and you cry alone.

Probably not on purpose the poem has the shape of a chess man- a pawn.

All the best & Nolan

You do sound very much alone Peter and the apparant antisocial feelings are not a good sign. Best is join some activities such as a chess club, dancing school and church activities. Real people, real feelings. Hiking clubs etc. Take a chance.

Easy for me to say hey? Cheers! Tom