my first love

I have come to see

You don’t know me

You are just a liar

Through the light

You aren’t so bright

How did that conspire?

 

That person who

I reached out to

And you just left me standing

Out on the road

In the cold

I thought you were profound in

 

Telling lies

I too have spies

Who looked in to your being

Here with me

Near to me

Now I’m only seeing

 

And apart from

Who you’ve become

I believe in karma

I thought id found

A unique sound

Separate from the drama

 

First you hosted

Then you ghosted

Man this is a mess

I have been used

And abused

By you I must confess

 

For now you’re gone

I’ve not moved on

You’re that person who I love

And I’m trying

But I’m dying

It comes from high above

 

When people say

How was your day?

Yea things are going great

But then I cry

And I try

Secretly not to hate

 

You took from me

Secretly

My first true love away

If it wasn’t for

You I saw

Someday I'd be ok