Strange Places

For many days I did not eat or sleep, I had completely neglected studies there had been drinking sprees even blackouts.

As psychotic I did very dangerous things like driving without my glasses even at night, and casually strolling across busy streets in front of traffic just looking ahead of me. I was reckless I drove my car like a madman. As far as I know I did not have hallucinations I suffered religious mania and delusions of grandeur. My general behaviour was unacceptable.

My Grandpa had cancer he was suffering terribly. I was admitted as an emergency the night he passed on I was staying there by them.

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For the first few days they had me locked up alone in a small cell I just lay on the bed looking at the wall I thought I could see a reddish blurred rainbow. I thought I was in hell I probably was. Forgotten and forsaken I saw no hope.

After then, many people came to visit, family as well as friends I really appreciated it, each person and each visit. Your life is shattered and you are scared you think you might have to stay there.
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In all fairness I had to tell more now on the nature of my illness and experiences. I do not want to go into details of symptoms and the diagnoses and treatment it is not necessary.

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Dr Frank was the first doctor I saw there I had asked another patient he said they are Christians you can trust them. So then the first thing I asked him if he was Christian, he said yes, he regards himself as a Christian and I felt there was no reason to doubt.

Then he explained what was going on. These people were of an opinion I will recover well and had a good prognosis given time. I had to do with him at occasions afterwards he was always very kind.

The other doctors said he was brilliant, I mean intelligence, academically. Handsome as well. Recently he has published a collection of poetry this only proves he is human. I think he is retired by now, he is gay they don't make a secret of it.

You find Christians in the strangest places.
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