Numb narcotic smile.

Numb Narcotic Smile.
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Losing every thread,
every screw and rusty bolt.
You don't know what you've got -
until you get the test result.
Mindful of rejection.
Mentally disturbed.
Acting on the voices -
you swear you never heard.
Talking to reflections.
Reacting to their whim.
Cutting off your friends.
Pasting on a grin.
A smile so convoluted.
Trigger happy days.
Unhappy ever-afters.
Happy pills and strays.
Evolution hatred.
Positive denials.
Confronting sober demons -
with numb narcotic smiles.

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