Just want you to love me

You tell me your heart is mine.
That I am the only one.
You tell me how special I am.
But I feel no more fun.

I know it is still fresh
I havent fallen for you.
But I think it is special.
Is your heart true?

You make me feel stupid.
As if what I say doesnt matter.
Do you really care for me?
I want to be treated better.

I like you alot.
but why cant you see?
I try my best.
Do you want to be with me?

You tell me you miss me.
But up close you are mean.
I am so confused.
Theres something I havent seen.

I might be falling.
Thats why I try.
I dont want to lose you
Even if I cry.