With You is All Was

you still wore that ring
even though hes gone,
you left.
so i was left to feel a fool
and him to have all your love.
how am i supposed to feel now
we made it mutual
but we know you left again.
i could never have managed that
but never would i hate you
not even him.
now again i am alone.
surrounded and alone.
that is how i shall be,
not forever
im not that foolish.
you are my only folly.
and i would have ignored it,
pushed the idea away
i ignored the ring for too long,
i saw it and forgot it.
pretended it wasnt there
let you lie about it afterwards.
told you i knew,
left it at that.
i still dont hate you
i wish i did.

with you is all i was