Regret

Hate
Such a strong word
And not what I meant at all
I don’t hate you
Just regret what you did
Because you won’t.
As you stood at that door
Wide open with sunlight pouring in
And gave me that news
Sticking out like a sore thumb on such a beautiful day
Try to understand
Why I shouted
Told you to go
Never to return.
Shock
Surprise
Call it what you will
I didn’t mean it
I can never mean anything any more
Without you