No Valentines for You

You came into my life with passion untold
You kissed me with such intensity
Your arms held me tight to your body
I just melted then
My whole body swelled with the delight of your touch
I was lost in a world of sheer pleasure

Disillusionment came too quickly
I no longer felt that extreme delightfulness
The incredible thrust of true
Organsmic pleasure
It went
Where did it go
It didnt just disappear
You made it disappear
You made it go away
You destroyed it

The Chemistry mix was explosive
We were like a true fantasy
then just as quickly
an illusion

I kidded myself
When I opened my eyes
it was after all only you
Not that special someone
Not that fantasy
Just you

Was it for you
Just all an act
Had you already found your true love
and because you had lost it
I became your stepping stone

Was it all false - a nothing

I wanted you
I wanted the dream

How foolish
The warning signs were there

At least now I know
I am free to walk away
We were so alive
There can be no looking back
The memory is dead