Help Me Find My Meaning

On my own as usual again
Nothing coming to me but pain
But still the ever essence of life
Can keep me from anything but strife
All my life is like this day
The only thing I can do is stay

Help me fine my meaning
Help me find my mind
It is lost with all the dreaming
I am lost so that no one can find
Mend my damaged soul
For I am broken not in one
Fill me up and make me whole
Keep on going until I am done

Loneliness is not killing me
All day long all that I now see
Is fogginess and strange shapes
Broken up by the outlines of drapes
The pain and suffering I have to pay
Is broken up by things called days

Help me fine my meaning
Help me find my mind
It is lost with all the dreaming
I am lost so that no one can find
Mend my damaged soul
For I am broken not in one
Fill me up and make me whole
Keep on going until I am done

I’m falling through endless realities
All of them completely full of meanies
Because I have no real meaning
Every time someone is crying
I wish there was a paradise for me
So maybe, just maybe I can see