Debt (I)

Give me back my heart.
It's that bloody thing.
Under your foot.

Give me back my smile.
I gave it to you 
that first day we met.

Give me back my shirt.
The one I ripped off for you 
when you were cold.

Give me back my laugh.
I watch funny movies now
with tears running down my face.

Give me back my quiet.
I slam doors, 
break plates, 
cuss while driving.

Give me back my song.
When I open my mouth, 
there's only a scream.

Give me back my spark.
Awfully cold here 
sitting in total darkness.

Give me back your hand.
Mine has nowhere to nest.
It forgets what it's made to do.

Give me back your face.
It's fading away in the dusk 
and I can't remember your eyes...