dealing with pain

Eroded, exposed,
it is all spitted out.
Still pouring, I'm gasping,
remaining is doubt.

The question of why
or where it began,
the reasons behind,
are weakening my mind.

No more digging in,
cease the action to find.
Engage in nothing,
empty my mind.

Release the experience,
let go of a plan,
breath deep and expand,
no border, no band.

Free from desire,
cut clean from the lines,
rotating like flowers,
the flowers of life.