Statement: last write?

Hmm... I'm at a 'treatment center' in L.A...  per usual, the institution is rather authoritarian and abusive, and I'm particularly vulnerable having been through all the tumult and trauma I have.  Some of the staff are condescending, and this trait always irks me and kills hope.  I expect that I'm dying...  and I'm a little resentful at the world at large, but not too much.  One reason I am writing this is to give those in some position of power an opportunity to rescue me.  Whether that would be worth anything, I actually can't judge. Sometimes 'why not' is a good enough reason.  Ha ha.  To speak theologically, I'm not really expecting an afterlife for myself personally, but I've been surprised before.  To clarify, I did vote and for the Democratic ticket.  That's all. Namaste