To reveal oneself

In the beginning
It was a thought
Years past by
Till one day
I kicked ball to you
Ever so softly
You replied
Waiting a while
Then pass back
Then a wall
Appeared
I kicked the ball
Over that wall
You stop me
At the gate
Seduce me
Still no ball
I tried kicking it
I have tried
A hammer
Even tried
Climbing up and over
Though it too high
To the gate
Share a kiss
Through the bars
Now I feel
Like I am on life support
Tried all I can
This is not call of duty
I cant breach and clear
Through that wall
This is not a job
you can just walk away
And never return
I will quit
If you say
Till then
This wall
That in the way
I will stand here
Maybe
A storm will
Knock it down
Maybe just maybe
If I stand here
Just long enough
It will fall down
If not
I will just stand
Right here
So you know
Just where I am
If I get my ball back
I will hold it
In my hands
While I wait