Track record screw up

In every single thing
i look to deep,
sometimes over thinking
so much i can't sleep.
I lay awake all night
and wonder what something means,
is there a subtle message
or is it just how it seems,
now this would all be fine
if it were normal things,
but overthinking everything
she says, the person who i trust most,
now thats just insane,
but i can't help it
and i think it's gunna cost me.
I'm a track record
time proven
screw up!
And i'm afraid i'm gunna do it again